Never is going to happen. I know. I've waited, kept an eye on it and know that it will not happen!
- "May be, may be...!"
Someone is here! Oh my god! Someone is just here. I can't believe. It can't be. I just watched out a lot, always turned back to see if anyone was chasing me...No!...Such a disaster! Such a catastrophe!
He will find it. He will reveal to the world if I have told the truth or not. He will judge, thing that I can't bear, and I will be melt out in the lights of the pure reality, - but not complete truth -.
I've to do something, can't stand that, can't wait and see whole meaning of my world is melting out, is evaporating just like a damn nothing into the air. I have to keep it safe, anyway it could be, and even with the price of my life.
***
Man was passing there. The road was somehow dark, with shades which were stretched up to the walls as if they were human beings who were screaming, like ghosts, toward each other. Man could not realize why, - was it because he had heard a sound? -, he turned back and looked at the pavement near the road. Was it a ring? It was beautiful and had been formed as heads of two snakes, on the opposite sides of just a single body and with topaz red eyes, were gazing at each other. Who had lost such a seemed-to-be-precious ring there? He or she may be so anxious, or even is being blamed of carelessness, now. He stroked his hand toward the ring. At the very moment before his finger could touch the ring something very strange happened to him. He could see scenes of last 16th knights, castles and a special figure, in black cloths, who seemed in the same time scared and scary.
It was all in a flash. He moved back his finger as if he wanted to escape from the scenes. What were them? He stood, moved his head. Ring was just there, quiet and as if nothing had happened.
***
"Blood of mine!”.
It was last thing I pronounced. I was hiding all the meanings, condensed form of my life, of what I had discovered in that silver ring. I had formed it such that it represented the deepest, saddest, core of the life. It was not to be destroyed! It was not to be vanished form the forehead of the world!
***
Man had passed. He had walked along the road but with a kind of feeling which had bothered him, as an unconscious pain, from the moment he had touched the ring. As he walked further, power of the feeling seemed to get more and more on his mind, on his soul.
In an instant, - no one could tell why and as an effect of what cause -, he suddenly turned back. His face seemed to be enlightened, but not from a bright shiny light resource but form a gray light one, as if he had realized a fact which was always before his eyes, a fact which could be melt out in the reality but in the cold gray light of intellect it was too solid and stable, but he had never noticed that.
He stopped in the middle of the road, with that cold gray face of a truly enlightened man and the whole world seemed to be stopped with him in that very instant. He knew that he will wake up into a new and strange world, but at any estimation he could not tell how it would be.
He just waited.
- "May be, may be...!"
Someone is here! Oh my god! Someone is just here. I can't believe. It can't be. I just watched out a lot, always turned back to see if anyone was chasing me...No!...Such a disaster! Such a catastrophe!
He will find it. He will reveal to the world if I have told the truth or not. He will judge, thing that I can't bear, and I will be melt out in the lights of the pure reality, - but not complete truth -.
I've to do something, can't stand that, can't wait and see whole meaning of my world is melting out, is evaporating just like a damn nothing into the air. I have to keep it safe, anyway it could be, and even with the price of my life.
***
Man was passing there. The road was somehow dark, with shades which were stretched up to the walls as if they were human beings who were screaming, like ghosts, toward each other. Man could not realize why, - was it because he had heard a sound? -, he turned back and looked at the pavement near the road. Was it a ring? It was beautiful and had been formed as heads of two snakes, on the opposite sides of just a single body and with topaz red eyes, were gazing at each other. Who had lost such a seemed-to-be-precious ring there? He or she may be so anxious, or even is being blamed of carelessness, now. He stroked his hand toward the ring. At the very moment before his finger could touch the ring something very strange happened to him. He could see scenes of last 16th knights, castles and a special figure, in black cloths, who seemed in the same time scared and scary.
It was all in a flash. He moved back his finger as if he wanted to escape from the scenes. What were them? He stood, moved his head. Ring was just there, quiet and as if nothing had happened.
***
"Blood of mine!”.
It was last thing I pronounced. I was hiding all the meanings, condensed form of my life, of what I had discovered in that silver ring. I had formed it such that it represented the deepest, saddest, core of the life. It was not to be destroyed! It was not to be vanished form the forehead of the world!
***
Man had passed. He had walked along the road but with a kind of feeling which had bothered him, as an unconscious pain, from the moment he had touched the ring. As he walked further, power of the feeling seemed to get more and more on his mind, on his soul.
In an instant, - no one could tell why and as an effect of what cause -, he suddenly turned back. His face seemed to be enlightened, but not from a bright shiny light resource but form a gray light one, as if he had realized a fact which was always before his eyes, a fact which could be melt out in the reality but in the cold gray light of intellect it was too solid and stable, but he had never noticed that.
He stopped in the middle of the road, with that cold gray face of a truly enlightened man and the whole world seemed to be stopped with him in that very instant. He knew that he will wake up into a new and strange world, but at any estimation he could not tell how it would be.
He just waited.
